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Times up?

It's March already and time is flying by. Lately I find that myself not having time to just sit and process my thoughts. Between my boyfriend, job, random ass homework, tennis, and friends, there's no time left in the day to think! I do like to keep busy with work, school, and play, I am quickly finding out that I do have limits. Whenever I get that grapefruit sized knot in my throat, that feeling of dread, I know I'm over extending myself. I mean, how the hell do people have time for children?! I think I just get carried away with trying to do everything at once. I need to realize that tennis will still be there if I don't play today. Shitty movies will still be released even if I missed whatever god damn foreign film I'm obsessing about lately. But people, I think that's where my focus should lie.

I think I'll sit and stew about this some more.
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  1. BriMarch 16, 2011 at 2:10 PM

    Phil, you just have to keep in mind that you need to take care of yourself and your responsibilities first, even if that means not spending as much time with your friends as you'd like. If they're really your friends, they'll understand and they'll be there when you have the time to give them and it still be meaningful time spent together!

    So dew eet.

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